Turn back time?

If you had one chance to go back in time and correct one mistake in your life, what mistake would you correct? Well,that's pretty personal right? Each one of us have made some mistakes of which we later regret committing. I have made some very silly but very costly mistakes in my past,which I don't think I'm gonna tell you coz its private. *laughs* But there are some mistakes which I don't regret making for if I hadn't made that particular mistake I wouldn't have learned that particularly valuable lesson from it. What I am today is the result of circumstaces that I have gone through. From every mistake and every hurdle I have faced I learned to solve it and move on to the next phase. Some circunstances are difficult to overcome and may take more time than others. But in time a valuable lesson will be obtained when the hurdle has been overcomed.

Sometimes I view myself as not good enough. I try to make myself better. Wear odd clothes. get a new piercing.(which I did for fun. hahaha!!) Try to act differently. But then I realized that putting on this mask was very difficult cos it did not fit my face and it wasn't who I truly am. I stopped to think. I'm not good enpough? But,not good enough for who? My friends? My family? The society around me? I lie on my bed and pondered about this for quite a while. I felt so stupid. How can I force myself to be something that I'm not just so that people can accept me? Sigh... I am who I am,and that you cannot change. I am,WE are all unique in our own special ways. Sure some people can do certain things that we can't do,but we ourselves have talents and gifts that they may not have,and that sets us apart from each other. The Creator did not intend all human beings to be the same. He created us and given us a variety of gifts for which we use to glorify Him and also to help others. Gifts are meant to be shared and not hoarded and buried somewhere. *laughs* its 2:20 a.m. now. And I'm still wide awake. My eyes are red cos I've been wearing my contacts since 9:30 a.m. My poor eyes. I'll rest up soon. I was havin fever earlier. Goodness knows why. I ate lotsa sushi today. and OMYGOD!! THE SALMON CROQUETTE!!! I LEFT IT IN MY BAG!! I'm so forgetful.. *slaps forehead* I hope it didn't decide to die in my bag.. Owell. Bugger it. I'll have it for breakfast tomoro then. Yum,yum. Actually,I haven't even eaten dinner yet. I was too sick to eat. But now I'm feeling better!! Whoo-hoo!! I hope I don't get to hyper. Otherwise I won't be able to sleep. *laughs*

Ah well,life goes on despite the troubles and toils that we have to face. My sense of humor is the only thing keeping me sane in this mad world. Take life one step at a time!! Laugh and learn to relax.. Otherwise you'd be laughing permanently in a funny farm.Wouldn't want that to happen do we? Hat hat hat. Hahaha! 1I got that from Soul Music. Just finished reading it. Now I have to re-read Translations. and I have to practice my maths.. Darn... So little time and so many things to do!!

Newflash.
CHOICE,CHOICE,CHOICE.
ALL humans are given a CHOICE.
This is another topic I'll write about when I'm NOT so angry.
Something's come up.
See you all later...
Choice....
Sheesh.....